For the information from knee high boots production company in China, they require the size of A1, A2, and A3. Kneel down to beg my Mistress forgive my rudeness to ask for more measurement.

However, I will still check the shoeshop in Taipei. I feel more comfortable making your boots in my hometown than in oversea. Although I know the cost will cheaper in China... I should devote you the best.

Kneel down to beg your mercy. cheers!

I went to a night market where there is a custom-made shoeshop this afternoon. Unfortunately, this shoeshop was closed today! I am so worry about making Mistress unhappy...

So I searched online for boots production company in China, and try to contact them to make Mistress's boots.
http://www.yuershoes.com/list.asp?ProdId=X03
Finally I contacted this company and waiting for it's reply.

I will go to this night market again to check if the shoeshop open... Deeply sorry and upset that I didn't complete the order today...

Kneel down to YOU and beging you trample me...

Sorry for 2 days absence because I tried to looking for the good pair of women's shoes in my office. However, I couldn't get any appropriate ones to fulfill your course. I was so disappointed for the failure. It is the real status not the excuse, OL in Taipei will not wear slippers when they are in the office, that is why I cannot find any shoes under the desk.

The other problem about the training is that I even cannot imagine any woman in my office could be you. So it's very difficult to me to choose shoes and think it is yours.

I will keep finding and complete your order as soon as possible. I will try to make it by this Friday. I get down on my knees to beg you forgive me and give me more time to do the training. If you want to change the training course, I will be still obey as always.


* I took notes about the boots you like in your blog. I will discuss with the master worker to make it. If I need more information, I will report you immediately.

Cheers.

Thanks for your kindness my Mistress! As a loyal dog for you, I am so careful to present my masochistic desire in my real life. So the fresh used menses pad licking training is in a coffe shop near Taipei downtown in eastern area. Actually its the unisex bathroom too so I could be trained with safe and less embarrassment.

However, to become a very useful and successful human toilet, I should train myself to face the embarrassment because I assume you will like to humiliate me that way. I know this time is from your mercy, but next time...

I devote my heart and get down on my knees to beg you give me your training demand. I will be obedient as I always do and want to be a good slave for you when you want to play me in the future.

Cheers.

As the objective to become a useful human toliet, I am so lucky to have a chance to taste used menses pad in toilet. After a women went out the lavatory, I followed to enter and took her used menses to enjoy.



I put it on my face and sniffed the rest of greatest smell. It's really fresh and I dreamed it's from Mistress Rinko. She dominates me to sniff harder...



Then I tried to use my filthy erect penis to worship the menses pad. I am really a dirty but loyalty dog, and enjoy to be a human toilet.



The greatest thing is licking the real taste. Very good, very tasted! If it were from Mistress Rinko, I would put entire pad into my filthy mouth and suck the holy blood of menstruation.

Cheers

Following the interest of the Mistress Rinko, I tried to swallow my filthy excrement tonight. Just a little piece, I dreamed it's the demand from Mistress Rinko.





Actually, the filthy excrement is not so delicious since it's from a slave. However, I still can feel the power from it because I dreamed if it comes from Mistress Rinko. I believe that the gold from Mistress Rinko will be very tasted and will be the great meal for me.

How lucky I am! I really have Mistress Rinko's response!
Kneel down to present my faithful adoration to you, Mistress Rinko.

Now I print out one of your beautiful picture and stick it on the ceiling right above of my bed. Actually I cannot sleep since you are here watching me...

So I decide to crawl down the bed and prostrate myself under you, that will make me feel more comfortable. However, I still could dream that you will trample me by your lofty high heels.

Since I am just a little insect, a filthy worm, the meaning of my life is totally depends on what Mistress Rinko defines.

Cheers

What a prettiest wallpaper that I have!
As promise that I left the message to Mistress Rinko in her sacrosanct blog, I set my laptop as her latest portrait that I can worship her everyday. I dream that if I would not work hard, I should be punished by her since she is always watching me... if I wouldn't think of her every minutes, I should be punished since she is always watching me...

Every time when I turn on my computer, I will kneel down and worship Mistress Rinko's portrait before work.

Cheers

I spent 4 years to search for the darkest side deeply in my mind. What did I find? It's the reality that I am a masochism. Obedient and enjoy to be trained. Although I was born in a very happy famliy with very normal parents, I still feel my blood with the slavery descent. I wonder if it comes from the Japanese colonial time of Taiwan. However, it really doesn't matter since I can face the real inside my mind with honesty.

In the past 4 years, I've never given up to looking for any opportunity to serve a dominant woman from internet. In Taiwan, the pathetic island, there is still a patriarchy society and it's very abnormal for a man who enjoy to be under a woman. You may find a lot of SM material and information, unfortunately, they are all about male sadists torture masochistic women. The worst is, most of Males in Taiwan consider the sex relationship with Females in spite of claiming they are slaves. SM becomes a game to excite the sex, what a stupid and illiterate people!

So here, I kneel down and kowtow under you sincerely, Japanese Mistress. I beg you not only to reveal my humble spirit and soul but train me to become a useful slave you need. I may not have chance to against social propriety and serve you in Japan in real. Even so, it could be started from spiritual training and self-tortured. I've ever drunk my own filthy urine and trained my anus by the dildo. I've even eaten my dirty excrement once and dreamed it's the demand from a Mistress. Why did I do so? it's all because I enjoy to be a slave.

Cheers.

One day when I found Mistress Rinko's blog, I was so excited and indulged myself in her holy content to dream if I could be a slave of Japanese Mistress.
Mistress Rinko's blog did encourage me to create my personal blog to share all my masochistic dreams. I wish one day I could have the message from Mistress Rinko and have chance to serve her.

I am very sorry that I don't understand Japanese quite well, however, I will upload my filthy pictures with my diary. Hope all of you visitors could still have fun from them.

Cheers!